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		<pubDate>Wed, 06 Jun 2012 22:47:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to mce_30, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “Little by little, one travels far.” &#160; [ J. R. R. Tolkien ]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1565&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Little by little, one travels far.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: John Ronald Reuel Tolkien a.k.a. J. R. R. Tolkien" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/J._R._R._Tolkien" target="_blank">J. R. R. Tolkien</a> ]</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Jun 2012 22:48:31 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to jhartho, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “Do not let yourself be bothered by the inconsequential. &#160; One has only so much time in this world, so devote it to the work and &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/06/05/157-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1560&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Do not let yourself be bothered by the inconsequential. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>One has only so much time in this world, </em></p>
<p><em>so devote it to the work and the people most important to you, </em></p>
<p><em>to those you love and things that matter. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>One can waste half a lifetime with people one doesn&#8217;t really like, </em></p>
<p><em>or doing things when one would be better off somewhere else.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Louis L'Amour" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Louis_L%27Amour" target="_blank">Louis L'Amour</a> - <a title="Goodreads.com: &quot;Ride the River&quot; by Louis L'Amour" href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/828166.Ride_the_River" target="_blank"><em> Ride the River </em></a>]</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 04 Jun 2012 22:24:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to andrew and hobbes, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “Fairness, does not govern life and death. If it did, no good person would ever die young.&#8221; &#160; [ Mitch Albom - The Five &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/06/04/156-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1556&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Fairness, does not govern life and death. </em></p>
<p><em>If it did, no good person would ever die young.&#8221;</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Mitch Albom" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitch_Albom" target="_blank">Mitch Albom</a> - <a title="Wikipedia: &quot;The Five People You Meet in Heaven&quot; by Mitch Albom" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitch_Albom#The_Five_People_You_Meet_in_Heaven" target="_blank"><em>The Five People You Meet in Heaven </em></a> ]</p>
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		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to carlos_ar2000, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “Making a record is a lot like surgery without an anesthetic. &#160; You first have to cut yourself up the middle. &#160; Then you have to &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/06/03/155-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1552&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Making a record is a lot like surgery without an anesthetic. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You first have to cut yourself up the middle. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Then you have to rip out every single organ, every single part and lay them on a table. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You then need to examine the parts, and the reality of the situation hits you. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You find yourself saying things like </em></p>
<p><em>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know that part was so ugly.&#8221; </em></p>
<p><em>Or </em></p>
<p><em>&#8220;I better get a professional opinion about that.&#8221; </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You go to bed hollow and then back into the operating room the next day</em></p>
<p><em>. . .facing every fear, </em></p>
<p><em>every disgusting thing you hate about yourself. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Then you pop it all back in, sew yourself shut and perform</em></p>
<p><em>. . . you perform like your life depended on it</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>&#8212;-and in those perfect moments you find beauty you never knew existed. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>You find yourself and you friends all over again, </em></p>
<p><em>you find something to fight for, </em></p>
<p><em>something to love. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>Something to show the world.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Gerard Way (lead singer from &quot;My Chemical Romance&quot;" href="http://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerard_Way" target="_blank">Gerard Way</a> ]</p>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2012 22:46:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to Fortunes2011 (coming back is hard), whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “He saw that all the struggles of life were incessant, laborious, painful, that nothing was done quickly, without labor, that it had &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/06/02/154-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1548&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:center;"><a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/el-hombre-martillando.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-1549" title="El hombre martillando" src="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.files.wordpress.com/2012/06/el-hombre-martillando.jpg?w=584&h=274" alt="" width="584" height="274" /></a>[ All credit to <a title="Flickr stream: Fortunes2011 (coming back is hard) " href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/fortunes2011/" target="_blank">Fortunes2011 (coming back is hard)</a>, whose lovely picture may be found <a title="&quot;El hombre martillando&quot; by Fortunes2011 (coming back is hard)  on Flickr" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/fortunes2011/6268200589/" target="_blank">here</a>. ]</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“He saw that all the struggles of life were incessant, laborious, painful, </em></p>
<p><em>that nothing was done quickly, without labor, </em></p>
<p><em>that it had to undergo a thousand fondlings, </em></p>
<p><em>revisings, </em></p>
<p><em>moldings, </em></p>
<p><em>addings, </em></p>
<p><em>removings, </em></p>
<p><em>graftings, </em></p>
<p><em>tearings, </em></p>
<p><em>correctings, </em></p>
<p><em>smoothings, </em></p>
<p><em>rebuildings, </em></p>
<p><em>reconsiderings, </em></p>
<p><em>nailings, </em></p>
<p><em>tackings, </em></p>
<p><em>chippings, </em></p>
<p><em>hammerings, </em></p>
<p><em>hoistings, </em></p>
<p><em>connectings </em></p>
<p><em>— all the poor fumbling uncertain incompletions of human endeavor. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>They went on forever and were forever incomplete, </em></p>
<p><em>far from perfect, </em></p>
<p><em>refined, </em></p>
<p><em>or smooth, </em></p>
<p><em>full of terrible memories of failure and fears of failure, </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>yet, </em></p>
<p><em>in the way of things, </em></p>
<p><em>somehow noble, </em></p>
<p><em>complete, </em></p>
<p><em>and shining in the end.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Jack Kerouac" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_Kerouac" target="_blank">Jack Kerouac</a> - <a title="Wikipedia: &quot;The Town and the City &quot; by Jack Kerouac" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Town_and_the_City" target="_blank"><em>The Town and the City</em></a> ]</p>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 01 Jun 2012 21:45:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[looking forward]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[To my surprise I'm dealing with it quite well - no need to worry]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to mly2000, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; &#160; “Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.” &#160; &#160; [ Winston Churchill ]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1544&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Winston Churchill" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Winston_Churchill" target="_blank">Winston Churchill</a> ]</p>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2012 20:20:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>kianys</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[Thus will have to bow out from here a bit longer than expected - so sorry!]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to rodneyharrison1966, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “Mr. Constant,&#8221; he said, &#8220;right now you’re as easy for the Bureau of Internal Revenue to watch as a man on a street corner selling apples &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/05/31/152-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1540&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>“Mr. Constant,&#8221; </em></p>
<p><em>he said, </em></p>
<p><em>&#8220;right now you’re as easy for the Bureau of Internal Revenue to watch as a man on a street corner selling apples and pears. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>But just imagine how hard you would be to watch if you had a whole office building jammed to the rafters with industrial bureaucrats</em></p>
<p><em>—men who lose things and use the wrong forms and create new forms and demand everything in quintuplicate, </em></p>
<p><em>and who understand perhaps a third of what is said to them; </em></p>
<p><em>who habitually give misleading answers in order to gain time in which to think, </em></p>
<p><em>who make decisions only when forced to, and who then cover their tracks;</em></p>
<p><em> who make perfectly honest mistakes in addition and subtraction, </em></p>
<p><em>who call meetings whenever they feel lonely, </em></p>
<p><em>who write memos whenever they feel unloved; </em></p>
<p><em>men who never throw anything away unless they think it could get them fired. </em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><em>A single industrial bureaucrat, </em></p>
<p><em>if he is sufficiently vital and nervous, </em></p>
<p><em>should be able to create a ton of meaningless papers a year for the Bureau of Internal Revenue to examine.”</em></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>[ <a title="Wikipedia: Kurt Vonnegut" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Vonnegut" target="_blank">Kurt Vonnegut</a> - <a title="Wikipedia: &quot;The Sirens of Titan&quot; by Kurt Vonnegut" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sirens_of_Titan" target="_blank"><em>The Sirens of Titan</em></a> ]</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to bostankorkulugu, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] &#160; “&#8230;time was not passing&#8230;it was turning in a circle&#8230;” &#160; [  Gabriel Garcí­a Márquez - One Hundred Years of Solitude ]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1536&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p><em>“&#8230;time was not passing&#8230;it was turning in a circle&#8230;”</em></p>
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<p>[  <a title="Wikipedia: Gabriel García Márquez" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gabriel_Garc%C3%ADa_M%C3%A1rquez" target="_blank">Gabriel Garcí­a Márquez</a> - <a title="Wikipedia: &quot;One Hundred Years of Solitude&quot; by Gabriel García Márquez" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One_Hundred_Years_of_Solitude" target="_blank"><em> One Hundred Years of Solitude </em></a> ]</p>
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		<title>150 Of 365 (366) For 2012</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2012 22:44:00 +0000</pubDate>
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				<category><![CDATA[Project 365 for 2012]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[but eventhough I've got my beloved fast internet connection back my nerves are shot waiting for this wretched "death list" and I'm all over the place but not into blogging: Please be patient with me -]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Fun fact: I asked Phil if he thought it was too late for me to offer my soul to devil in exchange for passing this examn and he said: "Why should the devil bargain for something - that's already right]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[I know I said I would get back to blogging come tuesday]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[This is my mantra right now: I repeat it over and over for fear of going mad waiting for the "death list" (=list of candidates who failed the written and do not move on to the oral in July) to be uplo]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to andrew and hobbes, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] “When we have done our best, we should wait the result in peace.” [ John Lubbock ]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1532&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;"><em>“When we have done our best, we should wait the result in peace.”</em></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">[ <a title="Wikipedia: John Lubbock" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Lubbock,_1st_Baron_Avebury" target="_blank">John Lubbock</a> ]</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 May 2012 21:54:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category><![CDATA[Grandfather]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Grief Loss and Bereavement]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Happyness]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[History]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[If you want to know more about the wonderful man who happened to be my grandfather please read up on my post titled "God Is Like General Patton"]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Life Struggle]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Love]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Remembering my grandfather: The WW II Veteran]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Thank you to all the members of the armed forces for all the personal sacrifices you and your families make in order to serve your country]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[the father of my mother]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[The historian]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[the sweet and everpatient elderly man who walked the beach with me hours on end in search of sandcrabs and would let me lead him to the penny candy store every single time - I miss you Oppa - so so mu]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[[ All credit to Olivier-B, whose lovely picture may be found here. ] “We want not so much a Father but a grandfather in heaven, a God who said of anything we happened to like doing, &#8216;What does it matter &#8230; <a href="http://30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com/2012/05/28/149-of-365-366-for-2012/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a><img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=30yearsofgrowingpains.wordpress.com&#038;blog=27164450&#038;post=1528&#038;subd=30yearsofgrowingpains&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:left;"><em>“We want not so much a Father but a grandfather in heaven, </em></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><em>a God who said of anything we happened to like doing, </em></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><em>&#8216;What does it matter so long as they are contented?” </em></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">[ <a title="Wikipedia: C. S. Lewis" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C._S._Lewis" target="_blank">C. S. Lewis</a> - <a title="Wikipedia: &quot;The Problem of Pain&quot; by C. S. Lewis" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Problem_of_Pain" target="_blank"><em>The Problem of Pain</em></a> ]</p>
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